User:Key to Awaken Dreams



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All the pieces lie where they fell...~ KH: BBS Secret Ending

Name ~ Key to Awaken Dreams

A.K.A ~	Nikita

Hometown ~ Destiny Islands

Date of Birth ~	Sept. 18

Age ~ XVI

Height ~ 5"7'

IQ ~ Smart Enough to Keep People Guessing

Weapon ~ Lost Memory, Kingdom Key, and Heart of the Heart (My own creation)

Spells ~ Cura, Hypnosis, Light, Mystery

Summons ~ Sora, Roxas, Ventus, and Riku

Limits ~ Faith and Event Horizens

I've Arrived and I've Been Chosen By the Keyblade
Hey, everyone! My name is Key to Awaken Dreams but you can call me Destati (Which as you know is Awaken), Key, or Dream. But I also like to be called by my real name Nikita or my nickname Nika. I've finally decided to join this Wiki after being just an observer for a long time. I LOVE Kingdom Hearts to a fault! But the other games I love are The World Ends With You(haven't played it yet but I can feel it will be a fav!), Pokémon, Bakugan, Digimon, and I like to play Legend of Zelda every so often. I watch Anime shows as well like Pokémon, Beyblade, Digimon, and Bakugan. I'm a very talented artist, mom says I have my grandma's talent, and I draw with pencil and paper just to express my feelings. I also write my own songs to express how I feel since I'm a natural poet. I LOVE to sing and dance and hope to be famous someday. I write my own stories and Fan Fics as well. I hope that I can make many friends here and I'll try to help out where I can. Bear in mind I'm still new here and I'm not Computer savvy, I don't know how to make talk bubbles, or personalized pictures so be patient with me please. I hope you all understand.

My Appearance
I’m a 15 year old girl. I’m 5”7’, average weight, I wear 9 ½ in men shoes, I have Strawberry blonde hair (Or in other words a mixture of brown, blonde, and red hair. And yes it’s my natural hair color.), sort of tannish Caucasian skin, and blue eyes that are the same shade as Neku Sakuraba’s eyes are. I guess you could say I look like a female version of Roxas (except the ends of my hair isn’t spiky). I even wear the same kind of pants he does, except my pants is entirely black and the rivets are gold. A few of my friends say I look like Naminé (and along with that Kairi and Xion since they share close resemblance), which I say I probably do look like, but my hair color doesn’t fit hers. Hers is too light blonde and I’m not as chesty as her. But maybe if you could imagine Naminé with Roxas’s hair color and Roxas’s color eyebrows, and with mid-back length hair then you got me. I wear boys T-shirt and men jeans every day, even during winter. I hate girl clothes because they don’t fit my attitude or style. They’re also really tight so I hate them. I also always wear sneakers.

The Destined Meeting
I know my tale might not be some life changing story, but… it’s my story. And it changed my life. I got my first Kingdom Hearts game on my 9th birthday. It was Kingdom Hearts II, believe it or not. No one referred me to the game, let me play it at their house, or told me about it; I found it myself. Or maybe…it found me. I didn’t know there was a series called Kingdom Hearts then and I didn’t even know what Kingdom Hearts II was about. All I knew was that it was my birthday and my mom took me to Gamecrazy to choose a game as my birthday present. I looked around the shelves of games, searching for that perfect game. I couldn’t find any…until I laid my eyes on a game called Kingdom Hearts II. The game sat in front of all the other games near the entrance of the store. It intrigued me. I was always into Disney but I never heard of Final Fantasy before or even Square Enix. The back of the box wasn’t very detailed so I decided to try it out. The person who worked there let me try the game out on their PS2 they kept in the shop. I started it and played as Roxas. I was a little confused with the storyline (since I didn’t play the first game) and it didn’t seem to strike me as a game I would play but it interested me. Something about it seemed…different. Unique, in a way. My mom got it for me and I played it when I got home. I was…confused. More or less. The story line twisted and connected in ways I couldn’t see and even the flash backs, shown by the screen looking like it’s short circuiting, made me think whether or not the game actually worked. I eventually got stuck on Demyx in Hollow Bastion and gave up. I understood nothing so I lost nothing. I put it back on our game shelf and ignored it. In my thirteenth summer, I was bored one day. I played all the games I usually played and I had nothing to do. I remembered all my friends and how they recently left me once I turned 13. How my cousins rejected me. It made me sad. I suddenly had a flashback. Blonde, spiky haired boy. Big black and white creature. A key. Short circuiting screen. My hand landed on the game I got on my 9th birthday, Kingdom Hearts II. I looked at it. Everything was still in it. The instruction booklet was still there and the disc was even in one piece. Although, the disc was pretty badly scratched after my brother left it out of the case many times. My brother was never into it either. I was surprised we still had it! I mean most of the time we get rid of games we don’t play but it was still there! I decided that I would try it again. I really wanted to know what it was about. Why it attracted me and intrigued me so. I popped it in and played it. Even more surprising, the disc worked like a charm despite the years of scratches! Almost like it didn’t want to give up the fight! Or maybe it was waiting for me… The song “Sanctuary” by Utada Hikaru became my favorite song. It reminded me a lot of myself and what I gained and lost in life. The “Angels in Flight” part always made me think of my older sister and how she’s my guardian angel. She died at 3 ½ months old because of S.I.D.S., Sudden Infant Death Syndrome. Which just means they don’t know why she died. She just went to sleep and never woke up. Anyway, I played it from the start and found I could understand everything clearly. All the connections made sense and the short circuiting flash backs intrigued me even more. And I still didn’t even play the first game. It made me forget about my friend problems and my cousin issues. It brought me to a world where it’s OK to be different because being different means you’re also special. After that day, I was hooked. Kingdom Hearts became a big part of my life. I lived and breathed Kingdom Hearts, much to my little brother’s annoyance. I drew Kingdom Hearts scenes, since I have a talent for drawing, and even kept a box just for Kingdom Hearts. I collected the other games that were out at the time (Kingdom Hearts, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memories, Kingdom Hearts, RE: Chain of Memories, and the new one that just came out in my birth month; Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days. I still think that’s a cool name, 358/2 Days; deep meaning in it.) I talked about Kingdom Hearts to my brother even though he didn’t care about it but I had no one else to talk to about it. I started collecting the Strategy guides, pinning Kingdom Hearts pictures up on my wall, and even writing my own Kingdom Hearts adventure. I also found some Kingdom Hearts Trading Cards in a Target store once but sadly after buying one pack I couldn’t find them in the store again. Kingdom Hearts is very special to me. I was a girl who was rejected by all, never given a chance to shine and no one cared enough to find out who I was. My whole life I was ignored, made fun of, forgotten, used, beaten (By a ball a friend of mine purposely threw at me to hurt me since I was standing in front and protecting her younger brother. He wasn’t doing anything wrong. He just wanted to play with us), blamed, lied to, thought of as the devil or bad guy, and treated like Roxas was treated. Like a Nobody. I guess you could say I was a Nobody in their perfect little lives, except I had a heart and feelings. But they acted like I didn’t. Even my own cousins shunned me but there was nothing wrong about me to shun! One of my cousins I played with for years just recently told his mom that the reason why he doesn’t play with me now is because he has nothing in common with me. Which is a HUGE lie, in my opinion, and yet he doesn’t try to get to know me. He’d rather play with his friends and brag about his accomplishments on Halo. Another of my cousins lives 4 hours away from me and only visits once every other month. But every time she visits I noticed she changed. She’d rather worry about her nephews or chat with her friends and boyfriend than talk or play with me. Another one, who is one year younger than me, blamed me for her whole life. For her whole existence…She told me I was the reason why her family was poor, why she had a low reading level, she got jealous of me for having such a beautiful singing voice and she tried to control me but I turned away. Even my own Grandma is never pleased with me, she never likes my drawings. When she was in the hospital the only time she ever said “I love you SO much” or liked my drawings was when she was drugged with Hospital drugs. That’s sad. She’s only pleased when I play with her two “Favorite” grandchildren. But to me they are spoiled brats with no manners. They can’t even say thank you to your face! And they’re 7 and 9 years old! My Aunts and Uncles try and avoid me too; one doesn’t even know how to spell my name even though my dad told him 3 times. And I have 15 cousins on my mom’s side and who knows how many on my dad’s, I just know they don’t like me. My friends slowly gave up on me…one by one…as they changed over time to fit their peers. I was the only one that stayed the same. I was alone. My whole world I knew, or I thought I knew, basically shattered. The only ones who took me for me was my own little family. But even they truly didn’t understand everything about me but they loved me nonetheless. I’m thankful for that. Through all the ordeals, Kingdom Hearts always stayed with me. It was the one place I could go and not worry about my life and troubles. It was my own sanctuary. A place I could go, be myself, and not be rejected just because of my “fashion sense” or judged on by my looks (which I really don’t get. I’m actually quite pretty but apparently not in others eyes). It was there for me when no one else was. It became a big part of me and who I am. When others try to make fun of Kingdom Hearts or tell me it’s not real and it’s stupid just because “It’s a stupid story with stupid characters.” I’m quick to strike. I get on their case and can argue for hours with the person. They back off in the end because they know they can’t win. I defend it with my life because it’s a part of every fiber of my being. It’s really special…to me. No one sees it the way I do and…maybe…no one ever can. In a way, Kingdom Hearts made me more confident and stronger in who I was. I even gained an aura around me that made others jealous and try even harder to put me down. My new, stronger aura also made girls try and one-up me but it never worked. I knew who I was in a crowd who lost their identity. And I believed in myself when others gave up on me. Kingdom Hearts even held my own beliefs in True friendship. Kingdom Hearts was…my light. And it still is. I know my story isn’t the most “special” story out there but…it’s my story. The Truth behind the Lies…

Sora…Always and Forever
To some people, their hero in the Kingdom Hearts Universe is either Roxas or Riku. Maybe even Ventus or Terra. Aqua or Namine? Maybe even Kairi or Axel. But for me, Sora is my hero. When I first saw him in Kingdom Hearts II, how happy and upbeat he always was and how he liked to have fun and crack jokes, I instantly fell in love with him. I had this sort of…connection to him. He was a lot like me in many ways. He was funny, always happy, looking on the positive side, upbeat, simple minded at times, short tempered, sarcastic, serious when he needs to be, and always there for his friends. He made me smile and laugh. He felt like the friend I always longed for. The friend I needed. I was connected to him. I bonded to him. Many people say “Oh, Sora? Why would you like him?! He’s a dummy!” or “Sora? Yeah, I know him. He’s stupid!” and “He’s an idiot.” But every time someone backlashes him I stand up for him. I feel like when they say that they’re making fun of me personally and it makes me mad. I tell them off and say he’s not stupid. I know he can be simple minded at times and a little gullible but he’s far from stupid! People don’t believe me, not even my brother agrees with me, but I don’t care. In my heart and in my eyes, Sora isn’t stupid. He’s the best and no one can change my mind. I also grew to love Roxas and Ventus through him. They both shared a lot of his qualities and a lot of my own. I was sort of like Roxas in a way. Short tempered, anxious, almost always lied to, wanting to know what’s going on. I was treated like Roxas a lot too. Like a Nobody. People lied to me just to get what they wanted. And I was also like Ven. Alone, not knowing which way to turn, having faith in my friends even if I don’t know if they are true or not, and always wanting to make new friends. Even Ven’s quote “Must be nice… Knowin’ who your friends are.” pertained a lot to me and my life. Whenever I felt I couldn’t get past something or almost gave up, I would think of Sora and what he would do. It gave me hope and courage to push forward. Even when others teased me, I ignored them. What could they ever know? Sora was always there for me when others weren’t and I take pride whenever someone calls me a “KH Freak”, “Sora’s Girl”, or “Overly obsessive KH Girl”. I take that as a compliment. It’s not bad to love something; it’s bad when you love nothing. ‘Cause once you love something your life becomes a bit brighter and meaningful. If you love nothing you have no light. You’re blindly wandering in Darkness. Even when others leave me I know Sora will always be there for me. Just like Kingdom Hearts will always be there for me. I even wear Sora’s crown necklace around my neck everywhere I go. Just to have a piece of him always with me and to remind me to never give up. It gives me hope and helps me remember that even if others hate and reject me I can still be myself and push forward. Sora helped me when others gave up on me. He means a lot to me and I’ll always love him, no matter what others say.

Favorites:
Game (I don't have a least favorite but these are two of my favorite KH games)

★ Kingdom Hearts II

☆　Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep

Story

★ Kingdom Hearts II

☆ Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep

★ Kingdom Hearts

(Then again, in my opinion, ALL the KH games have a great story so I can't choose)

World

★　Destiny Islands

☆　Pride Lands

★　Atlantica (I love 'The Little Mermaid' and I'm proud)

Characters

Male Protagonist: Sora, Roxas, Ventus, Riku, and Terra

Female Protagonist: Xion, Naminé, Kairi, and Aqua

Male Supporting Character: Simba, Auron, and Jack Skellington

Female Supporting Character: Ariel and Mulan

Villain: Vanitus (I REALLY hate him. He's ruthless, mean, and heartless. He makes me mad. Which makes him the greatest villain, no competition!)

Favorite Character to play as: Sora, Roxas, and Ventus. (I'm more of an agility type. Quick attacks are my forte.)